Wow, being a girl is great.  I get to get out emotions a lot.  A studdering foolish man i am, save me, theres a sound in the basement i dont know what it is, ross is in the basement, they dont have homes, ross and sarah, they know you hate them, hahahahahaha, did you hear what he said, i cant, hes typing, haha, it was cancelled, why?  Yeah, i love jesus, alot, yeah, cool, why, no it should be free, tutionweight room, there are balance forward zero, balance forward, no dishwasher, ok, ok, bye, i love you.  woah, hahahaha, hahaha, giggle, physco, hahaha, again, covers mouth, in shock and awe, when your life is a script by ross fisher, oh ros, ross, ross, serious theraphy, something, you left out thorzeine, made that up... thats al ive talked to him tonight, he went up and went to class, we were at jimmy jons for dinner, i dont feel like cooking, i have money, what a rip off, you skipped a whole chunck, your not ganna make it, in life, sorry as a stanographer, you dont have the legs anyway, chuckle, did you write that, so politically incorrect, i made my cofffee, i ddint put water in, i woke up, not coffee, just a warm pitcher, i hope i put water in this time, what happened, dizzy, what kind of sikness do you have, stop it, there better be 12 cups in there, look in there, on the side, not by the pot, i filled it right, he stood there and watched me do it, ohhhh, hahahahahahaha, i gotta stop smoking crack, not sniff, nor puff, this aint it, wherre did this come from, imworried about you.  wait, theres my phone, my ipod, i downloaded broadcast from jack black, he waxes his chest, like ross naired his... wait what does nair do, i was looking for scum, or flakes, omy gosh, eholy, hahaha, thats not a word, oh ross, im afraid to hear it,
hahahahah, after story read, that was painful, ok end it, its time to go, oh, i need to plug stuff in, phone, need, quit laughing, its distracting, im ganna push the button, oh shoot, its in matthews room, wrong person, omy gosh, it was right next to his head, moves chair, opens drugs, mmmmm, the coffee smells, good, even though its not coffee, isnt it beautiful, its spanglish, its as manly as i could get it, im so taking it away, omy gosh, squints in anger, use this to my advantage, what are you playing on my itunes, he so did, what a llamo, did is ay that, you said that, that was your own stuff, picking its ugly head off, out, like a gopher, bugs?, every now and then, chuckles, honestly you need a life, this is not life, you have no life, its toby mac, hand gestures, hahahahaha, who do you think will read it, its an emily einstein post, i dont call her emily, shes pretty smart, and so fun, hahahhaha, i was thinking of you know, the other thing, winks, nononono, get out the way, x for me is exteremely christ, hows that keyboard, i dont like it, i hate the shift key look how small it is, that is helpful, what am i ganna bust out, i think he was trying to trick me, yeah, if you could get off xanga, bring the pain sue, big big God, good jjob, yeah, its more toby, and the mac, and the cheese, how ironi, it was like abreak, it was like we went on a break, gone, who, youve turned me down to monosalamic response, salami, not salami, spanish stuff, sarah smart, doug fields, durh, h, he said, oh freesbee, with who, Jdog izzle, hes good, got em lined up, hes such a boy, boys have communication issues, girls do too, when they try to communicate with boys, thats your worst date, that was with erin, listen, do you know who this is, ou didnt like this book, no, top ten, attention, acceptance, appreciation, support, encouragement, affection, respect, security, comfort, approval, no i didnt, you did, one for ten, what about affection, in that respect it was worth it, God is good, dont write that, its just mean, hahahahaha,

I'm addicted to this song, I've listened to it about 40 times, literally:

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

chorus

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

chorus

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

chorus x2